Why is it that the the stupidest things piss me off? Why is it that the really important things don't bother me? I mean...why is it that I can get pissed at the hubby for not helping me when he's more concerned about his well being? Why is it that he has to eat and have a ciggarette before he help out with the kids? Why is it that I make myself "suffer" so that the kids are well taken care of before I take care of myself? Some things just don't make any sense to me at all.
Anyways....I thinking I'm finally past the whole "baby" issue. I had a really great friend of mine help me realize that right now just isn't the right time. (you know who you are ;) ) I wish things could just get a little easier. I'm so sick and tired of everything being so damn hard. I can barley deal with anything anymore. I wake up every morning thinking "great. another fricken day to try and get through. Another fricken day to deal with the kids and husband. Why can't I just call in sick and not have to worry about anyone else? Why can't I just lay in bed and not give a rats ass as to what helps with the rest of the world while I'm safely in my nice warm bed???" I just don't want to deal with anything anymore. I'm so sick and tired of it all. It's seems to me like nothing goes right or even ok. It's all screwed up and crazy. Why can't things just be "normal".
posted by Me @ 5:08 PM
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