Question of the Day...If you could wake up tomorrow having gained any one ability or quality, what would it be?I would want to be able to talk to animals so that I could know what they were thinking and how to help them. I think that would be an awesome ability.
I do my thing, and you do your thing,I am not in this world to live up to your expectationsAnd you are not in this world to live up to mine.You are you and I am I,And if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful.If not, it can't be helped.Frederick Salomon Perls, 1893-1970 German-Born American Psychologist
Question of the Day...If you could use a voodoo doll to hurt someone you chose, would you?
Interesting question, huh? I can think of 1 person and 1 person only that I would GLADLY use it on. Can anyone guess?
"When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hang on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn." Harriet Beecher Stone, 1811-1896
Vacation......Was great. It was nice to get away from all the crap that I've been going through. We did a lot of fun stuff and kind of just chilled at the hotel and relaxed. It felt great not having to be up at any specific time and to just do what we wanted when we wanted without having to be pressed for time. I needed it though. It was really relaxing. At least now you won't have to hear about my vacation anymore since it's done and over with. I'm looking forward to going on a vacation with him again soon. I know it won't be for awhile, but it's still nice to think about.
Once again, I'm going through my life sucks phase for the month. It always seems to happen in the beginning of the month when things are due. I'm to the point that I'm starting to feel worthless and not good enough for my kids. I can't provide a good enough home for them, let alone be able to take care of myself. I've got so many people helping me, but I feel like it shouldn't be that way. I should have to rely on other people to take care of things for me. That's my job since I'm the adult and the mother to these 2 kids. I just feel like I can't provide for them and that maybe "giving" them to my ex is a better thing. I just don't know anymore!!
On a positive note, I know have 6 kittens wandering my living room. And I thought 3 cats was crazy. They are so cute now that their eyes are open and they're beginning to move around. They're starting to play fight with each other too. I found out that I have 1 girl and 5 boys. Talk about sucks!! That poor girl. She's all alone to defend herself against her brothers. Hopefully she'll learn to stand her ground and kick their asses when need be. It's hard to believe that they're almost 3 weeks old and in 5-8 they'll be gone into their own homes with their own families. I hope I do a good job picking homes for them. I want to make sure they are well taken care of. And with them getting older, each passing day will mean more craziness for me.
