Ok, so it's been awhile. I guess I just haven't had much time. It's so eerie here. The house is empty except for me and all the freaking animals that live here between the two houses. My best bud is gone on vacation for the rest of the week. She's been gone since Saturday and won't be returning until Sunday. It's eerie when you're used to at least 8 people running around (give or take a few) and then all of a sudden there's just 1 for a week. I don't mind the peace and quiet, but I almost want to craziness back. On the plus side, it's giving me extra alone time with T. It's like I'm on a second vacation. The two of us have been having a lot of fun together just hanging out. I feel like we become closer and closer with each passing day that we spend together. I do have to say that I do miss my kids now that visitation has been "issued" as a week on, week off. I haven't seen or heard from them since Sunday at 6pm when I dropped them off and I don't get them back until this Sunday at 6pm. I never thought it was going to be this hard to be away from them for this long. Plus, with school coming up soon, I don't know if this arrangement is going to work out too well. I wish that for the school year I could make it that I have them all the time and B can see them whenever he wants as long as I have them every night. I want to be the one responsible for getting Z to school everyday and not have to worry about who's getting him there on B's days, even though I know it's going to be B's mom doing it (which I don't like one bit). Hopefully after a month or so of this arrangement during the school year he'll call and say this isn't working out and want to change it for during school only. I just feel that this will be much easier if I have them all the time while school is in session. I guess I'll just have to wait and see how it plays out.
Other than that, there's not much going on. The kittens are now 6wks old and 3 of them are getting ready to go to homes. I'll have 3 less kittens come this weekend (hopefully). They're a blast to watch though. They're climbing on everything and constantly getting into trouble. It'll be nice to have my house back though once the kittens are gone to their own homes. My living room is like a zoo whenever the kittens are out. Between 6 kittens, 4 adult cats, and 1 dog, there's always something going on and it usually makes you laugh. It'll be nice to have things back to "normal" soon.
