Thursday, July 13, 2006

I don't like I feel lately. I feel like you're pulling away from me. You seem like you don't want to include me in what's going on in your life. You only care to tell me about work. You've been there for me through everything I've gone through, no matter how big or small it was. I just want to do the same for you, but I don't think you see that. How do I get you to realize that I just want to be there for you and show you how much I care about you? I'm not trying to be pushy when it comes to topics, but when I find out something big from and "outside" party, I feel like you don't want to include me. I feel like I'm not that important to you as you say I am. I feel like I'm just here to be here. I want to know what you're thinking and what you're feeling and what you may or may not be struggling with. You can't tell me that the only thing that's important to share with me is things pertaining to work. I know there's more going on, but why you don't want to talk about it with me is beyond me. Have I done something? Do I care too much? I just don't know. I just don't know.

posted by Me @ 8:31 PM