Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Court is in 1wk. Not a lot has happened since the last "divorce" update. My ex got a new lawyer since his old one wasn't returning his calls and he didn't like what his lawyer was telling him to do. He also paid $100 for a mediator (which he just did within the last week). I'd really like to know what he's up to. I keep telling myself that everything will be ok and that I've got so much going in the right direction for me to get it all (and so have my best friend & boyfriend) but something deep down keeps telling me that something isn't right and that I might lose it all. If I lose it all, I don't know what I'll do. Those kids are my life (even if they do drive me insane on a daily basis). I'd do anything for them. That's why I got this divorce to begin with and why I've put up with so much of his shit. If I didn't care about them, I would've given them up a long time ago. I just hope and pray every night that everything I've gone through for the last 10 months is going to pay off and hit him where it counts!!!!

posted by Me @ 8:43 PM Comments: 2