Well....It's been confirmed. I have fibromyalgia. Now I just have to figure out how to cope with it so that I can try to continue with a normal life. Luckily I have a great friend who's going to help me on that since her husband has the same thing.
I'm going to try my hardest to not let this bother me or bring me down.
I will get through this and will continue with the life I want to live and will do my best to cope with this condition. Obviously I can handle it, otherwise I wouldn't have been given it.
To quote a great friend "God only gives you what you can handle!"
So much is going on again. I've got a divorce hearing on Wednesday, my cat keeps insisting on pissing on my bed, I might have
fibromyalgia or something equivalent, and I have a part-time job I do for an elderly, disabled man that I can't continue doing.
I'm starting to feel extremely stretched beyond my capabilities.
How do you let an elderly, disabled man know that you can't continue to help him by walking his dog everyday after you told him 3 months ago that you could do this and you promised not to let him down?
How do you deal with a cat that you love dearly but can't continue to deal with her not using the litterbox anymore?
How can I get my divorced finalized so that my kids can start living a relatively normal life again and still get everything I want?
How do I continue to be strong for my kids when in actuality, I'm feeling so weak and vulnerable and useless that I can barely be strong for myself?
I wish things would just start to settle down so that I can get into a routine and try to lead a normal life with the important people in my life (you know who you are).
I just want it to end!!!
