Crazy and Confused . . .

Where do I start?

I miss my son's K5 "graduation" on Tuesday because the ex decided to keep it a secret from me. When asked about it, he denied ever getting any notice about anything and said that I was being childish because it was just kindergarten. What's the big deal?

My ex also decided to have his mother take G to the doctor because of her yeast infection and flea bites. Yes, flea bites. On June 4th she came back from his house with flea bites. He said they were mosquito bites. After not having them go away and her getting a new bite Friday morning, my best friend and I decided to look everything over. Her blanket was infested with fleas and flea dust. On Saturday, when we went to get her hair cut, she actually had a flea crawling on her. When she went back to his house, I told him they were flea bites and not mosquito and he denied it up and down. So to prove me wrong, he had his mommy take her to the doctor. She said they could be mosquito bites and that she was just allergic to them, but they could also be flea bites. Of course, he took it that she said they were mosquito bites and then decided to argue with me about it. Anyways, I called the doctor Monday night to find out why she had gone to the doctor and to state that I hadn't given permission and that it was done without my consent, I found out that they've been taking her to the doctor just about every time they have her. I don't know what the point is, but they are definitely up to something.

Today I get a phone call from a lawyer saying that they were going to garnish my wages because my ex hadn't followed through with his agreement he had made with them. I told the lawyer that was bullshit because I had nothing to do with it except that I was married to him and it was his responsibility because of the divorce agreement. They then called him and told him what was happening and he told them he would pay it on Friday. So I called him to find out why I was pulled into this because a month ago he told me it was taken care of and I didn't need to worry about it and now I get this phone call. He bitched at me left and right and pretty much called me and the lawyer liars and said we didn't know what we were talking about. I'm so sick of his bullshit. He sits there and says that I'm screwing him left and right, when in actuality, he's screwing me. I'm the one that's paying for shit like crazy, not him. It's days like this that I wonder what the hell I ever saw in him that made me decide to get married and have kids. I wish he'd just drop off the face of the earth. That or I could beat the living shit out of him for everything he's ever put me through. I'm so tired of this.

I WANT THIS DIVORCE DONE AND I WANT HIM TO PAY OUT OF HIS ASS!!!!

posted by Me @ 7:34 PM Comments: 1

T came home today and Z & G went to their dad's about 1.5 hours later. I was so glad they were going. I had had just about enough of them. Constant lying and fighting and bickering. It shouldn't take 4 kids over an hour to clean a room unless of course they're all fighting about who does what. At least now for the next week I have a little piece and quiet. This weekend was just too crazy. It's like all the kids knew that the guys weren't going to be home so they could just pretty much walk all over us. No one listened and they did whatever they're little hearts desired. I'm glad it's over. I just hope the guys don't get too used to doing this on a regular basis. I can handle once, maybe twice a year, but that's about it, unless my kids are at their dad's. I think that would help a lot. It wouldn't be quite as stressful.

T was really glad to see me though. I was upset and annoyed when he walked in the door. He had told me he was going to be home early so he could spend time with me and than take a nap before he had to be at work at 6pm. They didn't come strolling in until 4pm. My annoyance quickly decreased when he couldn't stop hugging me and couldn't stop telling me he loved me and that he had missed me. He even brought home two leaves that were shaped like hearts to give to me. He also made sure to mention that while he was away at the casino, he had played a dolphin slot machine (he knows I love dolphins). I guess that was just his little way of letting me know that he was thinking about me while he was gone. He even gave me and my best-friend a hundred bucks each, just for the heck of it. It was a little upsetting though to have him leave as soon as he got home. It's good to know that I'm going to see him tomorrow. He was such in a good mood and so relaxed, it was kinda nice to see him that way. I'm glad he had loads of fun, but I'm even more glad that he's home. I guess it's true when they say that absence makes the heart grow fonder.

posted by Me @ 6:42 PM Comments: 1